Gone Crazy. [for you]

Omg it's true. Everything is unblocked at school today. Checked my Myspace in Fourth hour cuz Kjera never showed up for filming our video. It's so effin funny. The bloopers are the best part!

Going to B-Town soon... I can't wait. But B was acting like an A-hole yesterday... Wow that's way too many shortenings of words. Whatever you call that. I can't think right now.

I'm not sure why he was but it made me really mad. I texted him first. He texted back for a little while, then stopped for a few hours. (This continued through the night. He wouldn't text me first, which is weird) And he never called me. He always calls me after school or before he goes to work or whenever. He always does. Yesterday, nothing. So then I was texting him after I dropped off M and C at M's house.

Don't remember what started it or what but here's the end of it...

Me: wish I was there with you =[

B: Yeah.

Me: I'm sad.

B: Y love

(BTW: I LOVE it when he calls me that =]])

Me: Cuz i dont' have a job and your leaving soon. Mostly the last one. =[

B: I'm sorry

Me: It's okay.

B: NOTHING!!! WTF??? Fucking stupid kid!

[Like 30 mins Later]

B: Hi

Me: um... hi...

B: NOTHING AGAIN!!!

Me: um... oookay??

B: What?

Me: nothing

B: Whatever then bye

Me: Fine. Bye.

Then I continued to cry as I was while I texted him that I was sad. I haven't talked to him yet today. Usually when this kind of stuff happens he texts me in the middle of the night so I wake up to something like:

B: Baby I'm an asshole. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you.

But no. Nothing this morning. No Mysti to cheer me up a little. No nothing.

I wanna cry right now. But I won't.

I really don't know what to do about this kid. I love him so much.