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I've been listening to MM for the last week straight and this is one of my favorite songs ^.

So besides that. I met J last weekend. We found out we have so many wierd things in common. Orange is both our favorite colors. (I know, I know, favorite colors aren't that fucking wierd) So get this: Both our mothers have Lupus. It is an extrememly rare disease and so to know someone with the same kind of situation is really cool. I know he understands it more than I do so maybe he can help me understand my mother's plight better.

Um... Besides that we both will listen to almost any kind of music, which is awesome, we had a singing contest on the way to S.C. the other day. He sings everything from Seether and Manson to fucking Backstreet Boys and Ryan Cabrera. It's amazing.

He's 23 so at least he's not about to go into a mid-life crisis about shit yet ahah.

I really really like him. It's crazy. I'm holding back a little because I know there's still some shit with B that I need to sort through on my own so I'm trying not to rush everything.

No crazy exes OR kids.... Yay! haha.

But other than that... I got my job back at BBY and got my nose pierced. It didn't hurt as much as before... Or maybe I just don't remember haha.

I talked to B for a while tonight to see what he wants me to do with the ring and pictures and stuff. I don't know yet what's going to happen. He said we'll talk more about it later because tonight just turned into a: me bawling and babbling and him (pretending?) not caring about any of it.

I did a Tarot cuz I was so fucking confused. It actually opened my eyes a little bit to the things with B and I also asked what things I need to be a little apprehensive about with J.

But all in all things have been shitty to great the past couple hours and I'm excited for the Fourth.

Oh and Happy Canada Day. =]